You and me. When I first came in to our bedroom, I saw the bed. I really like to see our bed that way. Thanks for folding the blankets and arranging the pillows. You weren’t there when I’m home, so the touch of your hands on our bed reminds me of you. As I proceed to the shower room, I placed my toothbrush, next to yours, and filled it with the toothpaste, because I hope the toothbrush will remind you of me because I’m not there chatting with you after you return from work.
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Achievement. I received a laptop bag as a gift of appreciation from my vertical boss. I thought the bag was too big for my preferences. But nah, that’s not really matter to me. My reporting boss read the compliments that he received from my vertical boss aloud in my workstation. He then wrote me and email to thank me and encouraged me to keep up the good work. It’s such a good feeling. I want to freeze this feeling, keep it in my memory, and retrieve it whenever work is tough. Keep going and shinning, Pauline!
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At present. I sensed a little bit stress right now, and I knew where the sources came from. I have so many complaints that I want to voice out, but I refused to let them out from my mouth because I believe it’s silly and bring no points. It’s just not a wise action. It’s just not one of the steps that will add more happiness, over-whelming joy in my life, so why do I want to do it? But yeah, I can’t run away from feeling blue when I think about those things that bothered me. But I choose to be happy. I said it before to myself: Fight for your happiness, Pauline – even when times are bad.
Life sucks, sometimes, because they are things that happen beyond my control that appear perhaps at the wrong time. So, I thought, I don’t want to live tomorrow like today. I want to improve, to be better, and to make a difference. I want to count my blessings, name them one by one, and live life with no regrets.
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xoxo,
pauline yap.


